How often have we heard the refrain "Health is Wealth" and we say huh
uh and continue going our merry way oblivious to the significance of
those three words. That phrase is oft repeated but rarely does it
penetrate our stress induced haze and the brain which is computing all
the to do lists.
most of us health is something we take for granted. Yup you get a
sniffle or two, you get a fever etc... pop some pills and continue the
rat race always fearful of being left behind. What we do not realise
until it is too late that we should take some time to respect our body,
feed it, nourish it, cherish it and take care of it. Because without it
you cannot do anything
I was also cruising along the highway of
life oblivious to the changes going on inside me as I was more focused
on what needs to be done next, stressing out, working, being a parent,
spouse, daughter etc. There was a lot going on, changes in residence,
jobs, new baby - all the little warning signs attributed to the myriad
little things that crop up as part of living. The tremors was because
of weakness, irritability because of stress etc etc.
suddenly I found myself on the wayside flailing struggling to gain
control of my life, trying to steer back to the road but unable to....
my tremors increased, heartbeat accelerated, irritability was a
constant companion, fatigue so intense that I felt like a rag doll,
limp and drained, emotions all over the place, I felt like I was in the
twilight zone, very sure that I was loosing my marbles or going plain
Doctors visits followed , multiple needle pricks later,
diagnosis - hyperthyroidism! Oh phew! so my slew of "symptoms' actually
had a name. Hyper became hypo - started popping pills started almost
feeling human. No real cure need to pop pills lifelong! Bummer I
thought and then shrugged it off saying "Oh well, as long as I am able
to cruise along and went on feeling a little better at handling this
little fender bender in the road of life.
Bang! Just as I was
cruising along there came along an bump so large and so life changing
on the road that my life and those of my loved ones will never be the
Talk about a life derailing event. Diagnosis of
Parkinson's at the age of 36 prime of my life, of my hubby's life, my
two beautiful sons - Still trying to recover from the whiplash of that
news, trying to come to terms with the limitations and everything else
that it entails, the frustrations, the fear, the unfairness of it, the
self recriminations the if onlys, maybes, because and yes the why me??
always believe whatever happens - happens for the best and I look at
life through rose colored glasses and yup my glass is half full, but I
am still waiting for answers, still trying to find the strength and
still waiting for the answer that I had emailed to God - why me??
"Health is Wealth" you bet it is! Take it from someone who found out the hard way.